Dead Monday
It's been a year now
The clock is still ticking the right way
But it feels wrong anyhow
This is the next lonely monday
It feels like I'm drowning in my own emptiness
Everything I do without your friendship is so worthless .
Every little memory of our time is so painful that I want to eliminate my heart
I'm fading away, I can feel how my heart is breaking apart
But you're not coming back anyway
Regret is almost always too late, but believe me, I have no regrets .
I regret none of our crazy bets
I don't even regret the little word fights we had
We were different and happy, now I'm so sad
Wish you were still here
It's been a year now
The clock is still ticking the right way
But it feels wrong anyhow
This is the next dead monday
Still can't believe what happend to you
I wish it was me, but there's nothing left to do
Still can't believe it really took your life
Why does it still cuts me like a knife
I really need you
Now you're just a memory, that's all you are now, a dead memory
I miss you, it's killing me slowly
Nobody talks about you anymore and I only dare to cry silent
Now I'm just what they call a quiet student
Without you it's just so empty
It's been a year now
No, my clock has stopped ticking the right way
Will you fill my emptiness once again, and how?
Why is this another dead monday?
I miss uuu